Walking Together On An Ecospiritual Liberatory Journey
Some years ago, I launched an experiment: for most of a couple years, I lived almost entirely outside in local forests. Either with a tent or without, with only the breathing sky as heart-home roof, I called redwoods and rivers my home, my kin.
As the poem ‘The Silent Here of Things’ puts it in From Inside These Wild Ones: “I never walked so slow, never inhaled so many trees / savored so many stars / Dawn hung around my neck / like a sigil / river stones became emblems / of radiant belonging.”
Sometimes I would nudge into morning breakfast with swallows, mallards, deer, silver lupine, and the poet William Stafford or Ko Un on the riverbank. Other days were met with the scent of bay tree and bear, peregrine and the treasures of storms.
All this was by choice, a decision I made in order to live closer to the land, learn from the seasons, and align with my purposes. I wanted to lean into a multi-species, embodied, and soulful participation in the unfolding symphony of life. It was simultaneously one of the most grounding and exhilarating couple years in my life. It was not always easy, but never have I felt so consistently alive.
But truth be told, it was also a feeble attempt to escape—or at least not overly invest in—the values and conceits of Modernity, and its accumulated noise, machines, waste, and wars. While the story of that wrestling match is a different one, I can say that it provided me with both the perspectives and fuel to be able to stay rooted while also staying with The Trouble.
When I crossed the threshold of that pilgrimage, I had said I was apprenticing to the seasons and deep listening. To the call of poetry and guiding people into their own versions of deeper belonging in their own lives. The lessons and insights are incalculable, ones I am still integrating.
I learned everything is a window. I learned Everywho speaks and is unabashedly themselves. I learned a keener inter-dependence with the living and dying more-than-human world. I learned to caress the contours of a Grand Meandering pouring mountain hearsay into the ears of the sea.
Above all (below all?), I learned that whatever deep belonging is, it is something not earned, but inherent, by virtue of our intimate relationships within the animate web of life, as citizen of the Cosmos. There can be no loneliness in such a robust community.
All these are lessons and messages that can be difficult to hear within the stale scripts of an OverCulture that we inherited, one that has severed us from so much that is our human birthright.
This experiment in threshold living was the context in which the poems in the first books Re-Membering, High-Cooing Through the Seasons, and One Bright and Real Caress were born, as well as the majority of the poems found in From Inside These Wild Ones.
An anarchist ecology would remind us that we’ve only been inside this rusty cage of the OverCulture for a few seconds and here as humans for a few minutes, from the perspective of Deep Time.
Most of those minutes have not been cursed with the burden of over-civilization. Yet we’ve been here as Earth and Cosmos for billions—this ‘We’ is infinitely more entangled than we generally appreciated.
As ‘We Are’ puts it: The Era of I-Over is over. Deep We is calling.
The miracle is: we can always still lean into the raucous conversion of a world abuzz with vitalities. We can invoke our stardust and mycelium citizenships into threshold experiments. The biopoetics of fungi and watershed intimacies, of esoteric amphibianism and whimsical time-banditry with tree people suggest ways to not only join with coyotes stalking the perimeter of chronically-successful/gloriously-failed empires, but playfully put down paw prints into the dirt of a post-imperial butterfly earth.
In the end, my hope is that From Inside These Wild Ones can be a call to re-member and rejoin the animate web of life—welcoming mystery, longing, intimacy, and sensual delight as integral to belonging on/with/as Earth, perhaps sparking new apprenticeships along the way.
These are dispatches from somewhere in that Entanglement.
You can get From Inside These Wild Ones from Amazon, Indiebound, or directly from me signed
This summer I released 4 collections of earthy poetry. The first two are books 2 and 3 of the Re-Membering Poetry series. The third, Trust the Ceremony, is one I’ve been excited about for a while, and released 8 years to the day I did my very first wilderness ceremony. The fourth, An Ambitious Silence, is a home for some of the more strange, sometimes mystical, sometimes mysterious poems.
See the summaries below. Check them out, and I’d love to hear how they land for you.
One Bright and Real Caress
One Bright and Real Caress is a celebration of the moment. Of not escaping. Of impermanence. Of death as life partner. With syllables of relentless affirmation, these poems bring an unconditional caress over all the textures of life and our multitudes within. As an invitation to presence and an honoring of the all-too-real struggle to not flee the moment, One Bright and Real Caress welcomes every conceivable crescent mood, slivered and slow, with no aim but to edge out more and more into the whole ceremony and celebration.
One Bright and Real Caress is Book 2 in the Re-Membering Series.
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From Inside These Wild Ones
From Inside These Wild Ones is a collection of earthy poetry emerging from the author’s experiment of living outside with the seasons and the living sky as his heart-home roof. From bees, bears, and birds to storms, snakes, and silence, these poems honor the animate web of life and our intimate relationship inside it. The poems here are not only reminders of the mystery of our other-than-human kin, but evocations of the animals we are. Van Lenning weaves lyric, humor, and mythopoetic exploration to invite a multispecies, embodied, and soulful participation in the unfolding symphony of life. The beasts within are lurking, listening, yearning to live.
From Inside These Wild Ones is Book 3 in the Re-Membering Poetry Series.
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Trust the Ceremony, F*ck the Ceremony, Trust the Ceremony
Arrive just as you are.
Arrive here empty,
arrive here full of all the sick and stuck,
with all the love and longing,
all your genius grief and gratitude
thick as your last tantrum…
So begins the opening poem of Trust the Ceremony, F*ck the Ceremony, Trust the Ceremony, an equally mythopoetic and intimate exploration of personal and collective transformation through the framework of wilderness rite-of-passage and the dance of habit and surrender, breakdown and breakthrough, and the trust that subsidizes it all. Van Lenning uses rich metaphors and personal experiences to bring to life raw vulnerabilities that emerge on the journey toward initiation. Beginning with an invitation to cross the threshold into ceremony (whether that be on the land or the whole of Life) with a simple trust, the poems dive into the uncertainty and often necessary deaths that fuel transformation. With nature as mirror and guide, the poems travel through themes of surrender and the paradox of sacred ritual and messy life. Finally encouraging an embrace of each season of the journey, Trust the Ceremony summons a “Deep Green Trust” that weaves individual renewal with both community and cosmos. If you are a nature and poetry lover, this is the collection for you. May the poems Trust the Ceremony inspire your wild nature hearts and be a small part of The Great Turning.
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An Ambitious Silence
The trick has always been to be quiet enough to hear the things that need to be heard. Or at least willing to put one’s ear to the ground (or sky or heart) of silence in order to pick up something new/ancient, beyond the all-too-human. It turns out silence is not empty, but rich with raucous conversations. The poems harvested here include a biodiversity of voices: of the more-than-human, alter-egos, inner voices, ancestors, Muse, Mystic, and Mystery. Conversations with archetypes such as The Artisan, The Priestess, Butterfly, the Emperor of Dust, and Tumbleweed Tøm, reveal astonishing perspectives on cosmic unfolding, grief, belonging, presence, and post-imperial imaginings.
Whether maniacal or mysterious, delusional or delicious, An Ambitious Silence offer a symphony of vibrant voices and a multitude of un-author-ized conversations worth leaning into. Order Paperback Here.
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Like many of you, I rack my brain (& soul) to find ways we can help the people of Gaza who are being mass murdered & starved by apartheid israel with the aid of our government.
There are many ways to be part of the movements for Free Palestine. I am inspired by Sim Kern @sim_bookstagrams_badly, author of the new book Genocide Bad, to do a GIVEAWAY of a personalized & signed paperback copies of my new collections of poetry.
AND I’m teaming up with our friendly local post-capitalist communal rest & grief space/yoga studio A Restful Space (IG@arestfulspace) to add the Breathing for Palestine self-paced program, AND a special ‘Rest and Grieve’ herbal tincture custom made by @wildandwisecsa to the beauty basket.
So LET’S RAISE SOME CASH AND OUR VOICES FOR GAZA with some BOOK, BREATHE, & BOTANY Giveaways.
HOW IT WORKS: For this first round we are uplifting:
1)Water is Life – Gaza: Water truck delivery – 100% of proceeds go directly to supporting frontline relief efforts in Gaza. (Donate on IG @waterislifegaza or their website)
2)Lifeline4Gaza – Help Gaza families in need. Lifeline4Gaza curates mutual aid fundraising campaigns. lifeline4gaza.com
TO ENTER:
1)Donate at least $15, but as much as you are able, at one of the above
2)Send a screenshot of your receipt AND let us know how you used or are using your voice for Palestine this week (e.g. called your reps to demand the entry of food/medical supplies into Gaza and to support the Block the Bombs bill, a hard conversation with a family member, signed a petition, posted about the genocide that is happening, joined a protest, acted to boycott & divest from corporations that profit off genocide or joined a local divestment campaign, or joined in solidarity community. Perhaps do something new or growing edge for you.)
3)Email to FreePalestine@wildnatureheart.com
EVERYONE who participates will get a FREE downloadable .pdf of one of the books of your choice, and on Friday, August 22 I will draw randomly for someone to receive a SIGNED PAPERBACK poetry book of your choice, along with access to BREATHING FOR PALESTINE, and an herbal tincture to support Rest and Grief.
Thank you for doing what you can to help Palestinians. Let’s do this!

The trick has always been to be quiet enough to hear the things that need to be heard. Or at least willing to put one’s ear to the ground (or sky or heart) of silence in order to pick up something new/ancient, beyond the all-too-human. It turns out silence is not empty, but rich with raucous conversations. The poems harvested here include a biodiversity of voices: of the more-than-human, alter-egos, inner voices, ancestors, Muse, Mystic, and Mystery. Conversations with archetypes such as The Artisan, The Priestess, Butterfly, the Emperor of Dust, and Tumbleweed Tøm, reveal astonishing perspectives on cosmic unfolding, grief, belonging, presence, and post-imperial imaginings.
Whether maniacal or mysterious, delusional or delicious, An Ambitious Silence offer a symphony of vibrant voices and a multitude of un-author-ized conversations worth leaning into.
Order Here.
Released Sept. 1. Books will be shipped then.
You can also get a digital E-book of An Ambitious Silence sent directly to your device from Amazon.


Ryan Van Lenning, M.A., is author of Trust the Ceremony, F*ck the Ceremony, Trust the Ceremony, Re-Membering: Poems of Earth and Soul, One Bright and Real Caress, From Inside These Wild Ones, and High-Cooing Through the Seasons, a collection of haiku. His new collections Becoming Beautiful Barbarians and Riverever will be released throughout 2025-26. He is the 2019 recipient of Jodi Stutz Poetry Award by Toyon Literary Magazine and his work appears in journals and the books A Walk with Nature: Poetic Encounters That Nourish the Soul and Behind the Mask: 40 Quarantine Poems from Humboldt County. Ryan is founder of Wild Nature Heart, supporting people to re-connect with the wisdom of both inner and outer nature, to live their callings into the world, and to assist in the work of repairing broken belonging during this Great Turning. He is a teacher, ecotherapist, and wilderness rite-of-passage guide and lives among the forests and rivers of Northern California.
Testimonials for previous collection Re-Membering:
“Bless Ryan Van Lenning for listening to the wild voices and bringing back the news for those who have lost their way. Bless him for reminding us of our original love affair with the earth and of what we know deep in our souls. His poems give wise counsel: let go of the debris, remember who you are, do not abandon your luminous thread.” —Lorraine Anderson, editor of Sisters of the Earth and Earth & Eros “Ryan’s poetry speaks deeply and clearly to the awakening to our true interconnected nature, which is the only way we can transform our world.” –Molly Young Brown, Author of Coming Back to Life: The Updated Guide to the Work That Reconnects (co-authored with Joanna Macy), Editor of Deep Times: A Journal of the Work That Reconnects
“Ryan’s poetry sprouts out of him from moist, fertile soil – painting a lush landscape of sensual and philosophical magic. His poems transport you to a way of living in relationship with the earth that is lovingly intimate. Ryan integrates body, spirit, and social commentary into a vision of how to live a nature-inspired life amidst noise and overrun technology. ” Ariana Candell, LMFT, Founder of The Earthbody Institute
In addition to offering evergreen earth-rooted mentoring and ecotherapy, and custom wilderness rite-of-passage ceremony, I’m thrilled to be able to offer a basketful of programs in the next few months.
Deep Belonging in the Great Turning (begins Oct. 1) was Wild Nature Heart’s first flagship course, foundational deepening in our earth-connectedness and supporting your next, aligned steps. This will be the fourth round, and anchors on what I call the 7 Ps of Belonging (Pace, Place, People, Purpose, Play, Pain, and Possibility). The next round of Earth Intimacies, beginning Sept. 5, will be the third round, this time adding new more-than-human kin with whom we will apprentice, an exploration of soundscapes, and a new session on being what I’m calling “Emergence Aware”, the mirror of being ‘Collapse Aware.’ Write Your Wild River‘s first two rounds were so so sweet, fun, and creative that I’m already eager for cohort that begins October 2. If you’re looking to support your creative awesomness, this is a great container for that.
See more below:
DEEP BELONGING IN THE GREAT TURNING (6 Wednesdays beginning October 1)
Situating our current moment of multiple crises and opportuunity as the Great Turning, Deep Beloning is a 6-week experience for people hearing the call to cultivate their ecospirituality, deepen their journey beyond inherited scripts, and practice belonging to pace, place, and purpose as we intentionally meet this collective initiation of intersecting ecological/social crises and opportunity.
We explore what I call the seven Ps of Belonging (Place, Pace, People, Purpose, Pain, Pleasure, and Possibility). For example, how do we divest from the Colonial Clock and re-connect more deeply to natural cycles (season, moon, sun, deep time) and to the pace of the body? How can we think of our wild purpose ecologically, as a niche in the ecosystem of repair? How to we both not turn away from the wounds of the world, while also allowing our pleasure to be liberatory? (Find out More HERE)
🦋EARTH INTIMACIES (Every other Friday beginning Sept. 5)
Earth Intimacies is a 6-week interactive course dedicated to intentionally re-inhabiting the animate web of life. We will deepen our ecospiritual intimacies by tending sacred relationships with the other-than-human world (including Water, Moon, Lichen, Mycelium, feathered friends, Soundscapes, Emergence, and more), practice cultivating belonging and honoring longings, and proliferate imaginal buds for what is emerging in this Great Turning.
(Find out More HERE)
💦 WRITE YOUR WILD RIVER: A 6-WEEK Poetry & Nature Playshop (Beginning Oct. 2)
This 6-week workshop explores the play/craft of creative writing through an embodied, earth-centered, liberatory lens, and simultaneously, explore our embodied, earthy, multi-faceted selves through the exploration of poetry.
We will create a river of words that tap into Earth as poet and the melody of our whole, multi-faceted, messy, brilliant selves. Each week will focus on a different theme (see below), using open conversation, embodied practice, and visualization as inspiration for creative experimentation. Each week includes generative writing prompts, somatic solicitations, readings of poems, spaciousness for exploring particular energies, and generous mirroring in a relaxed, supportive online environment.
No previous poetry or creative writing experience required. All experiences levels welcome.